Sometimes i feel that im not so suitable for IT field, i have no strong basic in VB programming, i never leran it in uni, i dunno wats the so called 'recordset'... bla..bla..bla... sometimes i really think to GIVE UP.. i feel that its very hard for me to complete some of the tasks that given by my immediate supervisor.. mayb the transight POS is TOO BIG project for me.. the project is quite hard to understand... some of the functions are very confusing.. like colExist.. i dunno its talking about column exist or collection exist.. haiz..
BTW... the most confusing thing is... all of these passive thinking will disappear immediately when i manage to complete all the given tasks.. i will feel relax and got a bit '成就感'... hahah =D
then i will think that mayb i can try to involve myself in IT field in the future.. if i choose to become a teacher, then my life might be quite bored as the life circle is too small.. but then i still haven decide which way to go yet.. teacher? or programmer? :S
teacher is more ez job for me.. jus go for 9-month study, then automatic will get job one.. but the basic salary is not as mush as what i have now.. and the government will be entitled to send me to any primary schools in M'sia.. i afraid i will get the place which is very utan one.. need to kayah sampan somemore.. then die la.. haha =P
programmer need to be always up-to-grade.. so, in other words, you need to learn lots of things, lots of programming skills... and always sitting in front of the monitor and keeping typing... thhis will harm my eyes too.. haha.. =P
BUT, i like the culture of this company.. Oopz.. its my dept, cuscapi innovation lab.. can learn lots of things here.. my supervisor is very nice and patient... haha..=D coz, im very stupid one.. heheh.. and then almost all of the staffs in my dept are very young, mostly are fresh grade.. so, no gaps btw each another.. and we always go for lunch every lunch hours, go for badminton together... so we are very close one.. hehe =P
hmm.. 9am alr.. start work la..
HaVE a NiCe DaY!!
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