very tired.. lolz 28-09-2007

feel so tired today.. coz not enough sleep lorr.. very sleepy and feel like forced to wake up this morning.. my foot and butt feel so painful while walking.. (T_T) all of these b'coz of yesterday play badminton with colleagues after work.. and then ... heheh..

mayb so long time i din exercise alr.. =D therefore, from the time now, i have to train myself to do more exercise rather than being a coach potato.. wahaha ;o) hopefully i wont give up on the half way la... ADD OIL ohh ^u*

yesterday alr finished my tasks, thats why feel very free right now.. juz waiting for my supervisor to complete the integration parts, then can starts testing on the CLM la.. its a very good experience for me to involve in this project.. but after this project is conducted, then dunno which group i will be assigned.. mayb the debug team (steven), or mayb the enhancement team(john).. any team for me is ok, as long as can learn lots of thing..

monday i will be on leave.. "atas daun" heheh =P coz i wanna back hometown to renew my MyKad and open a MayBank account as well... actually, i think of take leave on last monday de, but the project is haven completed.. everyone is very stress of it, so, "seng mok" la.. so, wait until next monday only take leave lorr...

so many things i need to bring back to hometown... i wanna teach my mum to make jelly mooncake and oso the "iced skin" mooncake.. heheh =D sounds so pro.. but i haven try the "iced skin" one yet.. hopefully will be alike mooncake la.. hahaha.. anyway, feel so thankful to honey's mum to teach me all of these... so, i plan to make the jelly mooncake during sis's wedding la.. haha..

tOday's MoOD ... 27-09-2007

Sometimes i feel that im not so suitable for IT field, i have no strong basic in VB programming, i never leran it in uni, i dunno wats the so called 'recordset'... bla..bla..bla... sometimes i really think to GIVE UP.. i feel that its very hard for me to complete some of the tasks that given by my immediate supervisor.. mayb the transight POS is TOO BIG project for me.. the project is quite hard to understand... some of the functions are very confusing.. like colExist.. i dunno its talking about column exist or collection exist.. haiz..

BTW... the most confusing thing is... all of these passive thinking will disappear immediately when i manage to complete all the given tasks.. i will feel relax and got a bit '成就感'... hahah =D
then i will think that mayb i can try to involve myself in IT field in the future.. if i choose to become a teacher, then my life might be quite bored as the life circle is too small.. but then i still haven decide which way to go yet.. teacher? or programmer? :S

teacher is more ez job for me.. jus go for 9-month study, then automatic will get job one.. but the basic salary is not as mush as what i have now.. and the government will be entitled to send me to any primary schools in M'sia.. i afraid i will get the place which is very utan one.. need to kayah sampan somemore.. then die la.. haha =P

programmer need to be always up-to-grade.. so, in other words, you need to learn lots of things, lots of programming skills... and always sitting in front of the monitor and keeping typing... thhis will harm my eyes too.. haha.. =P

BUT, i like the culture of this company.. Oopz.. its my dept, cuscapi innovation lab.. can learn lots of things here.. my supervisor is very nice and patient... haha..=D coz, im very stupid one.. heheh.. and then almost all of the staffs in my dept are very young, mostly are fresh grade.. so, no gaps btw each another.. and we always go for lunch every lunch hours, go for badminton together... so we are very close one.. hehe =P

hmm.. 9am alr.. start work la..

HaVE a NiCe DaY!!

开场白。。。20-09-2007

20-09-2007 星期三

终于在blogger设计了自家的部落格咯。。 呵呵呵！！！好开心 ^u^

因为总觉得在friendster写部落格好像很不舒服似的。。有些话题太敏感了。。

也可能是大家都可以access吧！所以久而久之便懒得去updatele咯。。 =P

首先，我会把以前的成年旧事一一记载下来。。。

p/s: 也不会太久啦。。 也只不过是前几个月罢了嘛！！ =D